That is just so like you
Watching my every move
Keeping to yourself while making note of my steps.
Guess I need to do some more reps
Gotta make sure my mind is well prep
What is your aim?
Lurking in the shadows, reading my Dear John letters
Is this a game?
Said all I needed to say trying to feel better
Wasn’t aware you would hear
Now that you have, what is your purpose dear?
I’ve become a mere vision of my past self
Drugs and scars to build up my stealth
Doubt you want to hear about it.
This princess fell deep into a pit.
Gotta stay high to keep from missing you
Those are my days now
Place yourself in my shoes
Could you keep living like this? If so, teach me how.
Double standards all to live and well
It’s such a pity
Seeking help from all that will listen
So many new memory erasers, I have plenty
There’s Jack, Johnny, Mr. Grey and of course the Captain…Just to name a few
“You must like being miserable”
It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to.
Days go by and my highs balance with my lows
Then those pesky memories keep me on my toes
Testing, testing…one two three
Here lies Mrs. H
Or at least the girl who used to be.